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| The dark side of fame |
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| Monday, 28 September 2009 | |
 How many girls Danielle Lloyd dreamed of superstardom. Seduced view of pomp, parties and life from the top shelf perceived encroachment into the world of celebrities as the solution to all their problems. But the desperate desire to be famous is not nearly killed her.
- Drink to death or take his life - he says calmly. - I was already at the bottom, I lost control over what I do, and I wondered how would it be if I had not lived. Drank because they do not otherwise been giving the advice. Champagne and vodka let me forget. The next floor is not remembered absolutely nothing - granted - I did not like the person that I stood up, but I did not know another way to cope with their feelings. A year ago 25-year-old Danielle drink to unconsciousness several times a week, which was reflected both in its appearance and reputation, and have serial romances with men, for which she was just another easy conquest. Her respect for itself and self-esteem reached the bottom, every evening poured a hail of insults at her from other women, who screamed that he and bitch. - People expect that I would be a "personality". Do not understand that I work, I go back home and I'm the same as everyone - explains. - Many girls think that I was given my career on a platter. Meanwhile, I worked hard on it. I ended up that I began to consider itself as being a success. Danielle collapse can be linked to its performance in the "Celebrity Big Brother in January 2007. There was no one there as an unknown person, and went there as an object of hatred after the attack on 34-year-old Bollywood actress Shilpa Shetty. Although its audience roommate forgiven Jade Goody, Danielle was not so lucky. Full venom hatred for her has reached such proportions that the woman was attacked by unfamiliar people in words and whipped in the face. Apart from these incidents three months ago, Danielle turned the table on the full glasses in a nightclub. Shocking photographs taken by paparazzi it appeared, as it is on the pavement in tears and bleeding from deep wounds to his back and leg, waiting for an ambulance that would take her to the emergency room for surgery to the hospital. Then again hit the headlines, but its decline began a year ago when she discovered the terrible web page on his person. - I have learned that the Facebook page is "I hate Danielle Lloyd" - he says. - It's filled cup of bitterness. For two weeks I was sitting at home and cried. I wanted to stop drinking and to collect. I knew that I was already at the bottom. I did not have the courage to leave the house and the thought of leaving the building fell into a panic. I was in despair. I knew I needed help. After two weeks of suffering in silence, phoned a friend who was so disturbed by the state to Danielle, that he immediately phoned her mother Jacqueline, and her agent. The next day, model met the therapist Veronica Callanan and began the slow process of investigation to each other. Poured his sorrows wept - "I am hopeless. Something is wrong with me. Wailing people. Strangers hate me and I'm terrified that you never find love. I drink to me, so do not hurt. I would like to see how it is to be dead. It became clear that Danielle is a deeply suffering woman, which broke two ties and marked by violence, which has difficulty bearing the fame. Today, says bluntly: - Therapy saved my life. I do not know what would have happened if I had not passed it. During the first meeting with Veronica Danielle was crying so desperately that it almost could not speak. - I've never talked to anyone about their problems. I'm a person who all the soul in itself, even if they are injured - he says. - I found it surprisingly easy to talk about his life to a stranger. When I confessed one thing, everything else flowed. My main problem was the fear that you never find love. Veronica showed me that I am associated with inadequate person because they do not appreciate. I had a happy childhood, but my past relationships have undermined confidence. I thought that I was completely worthless. This lack of confidence in the decline is not inherited one, but after two violent relationships, which shattered her balance when she was still a teenager. The first boy after a quarrel tried to pull her by the hair of the moving car and it seriously. After three years of the relationship finally ended, but the model fell in love with the next who chewed it almost daily, beat. Once he struck her in the face and smashed her cheekbone. Losses in the beauty contests were for her escape, and before she threw another aggressive partner in 2006 - after more than three years together - was already the owner of the crown Miss England and Miss Great Britain, although the latter denied it, when it emerged that met with one of the judges, 43-year-old former footballer Teddy today Sheringhamem. Then purified from any objections after the court case against the organizers. Danielle therapy helped mend the self-esteem. - Veronica told me that I need to learn to love myself and say it aloud yourself. At first I could not, but I tried and I felt better and better thanks. Finally, I understood that if a man loves himself, is also able to love others and be loved by them. For Christmas last year, Danielle has already made such progress in meetings with Veronica, that could reduce the number of meetings from one week to one a month. Finally, she felt that would be able to break the cycle of suffering. In early January, she met her current boyfriend, 22-year-old midfielder from Tottenham Hotspur, Jamie O'Hara. |
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